I don't really have a choice, do i?

"What is not started today, will never be finished tomorrow"
- Johan Wolfgang



The situation i'm currently in is exactly like this picture.
I'm doing my best to climb up, to reach out,
but i'm still not there, yet.

I'm really trying very hard.
Harder than what you guys think.
I'm doing everything just for it.
For this particular thing that i've always wanted.

I don't really care what will things be like.
As long as I can get it, i'm willing to give in my all.

It was indeed quite shocking when my parents actually
supported me on this bcos they never did.

I just hope that time could pass faster so that i'll be able to
get everything settled and planned properly.

You know what,
those 2 pieces of paper really kept me awake and thinking,
the whole night.

This is how much it means to me.